obsession

i'm obsessed.

there's hardly a day when i think about the wedding. when i get home from work, i work on lining our envelopes. during my breaks at the office, i would make a call to my suppliers. i eagerly await messages from my egroups for more wedding ideas and wedding stories. everytime i wake up, i pray that our wedding (and marriage) turns out okay or that if something goes wrong, i can handle it with grace and not make a big fuss out of it.

i'm not in a panic. i don't think i've turned into a bridezilla. but i do not understand the frantic pace in which i am handling our wedding details.

is this a classic case of wedding stress? if so, why am i not losing weight?